these thoughts bother my head. do you know if they didn’t get the artist of the year trophy, we’ll never know they already discussing splitting earlier in this year? i realized it was the reason why they’re so emotional. they were through a lot. our boys working so hard, showing the best side of them to us, it’s understandable they were pressured, physically and mentally exhausted, but guess what? they choose to renew their contract for 7 more years. i did not respect their honesty only, but i also respect their choice to continue facing this rough path. they prefer facing up other obstacles in the future, which is probably harder than the previous years. they are that selfless.

i was tearing up to know the fact i was this close to losing them in 2018. i found them in 2017, i honestly feel i don’t give them enough supports if they finish their band career earlier. at this rate, nothing is scarier more than these 7 brothers decided to walk on their own road, alone. i don’t know what was happened to me that day, but i’m very very thankful for my past self for noticing their existence. the supports bts provided through their works, i found that in every aspect of my life. i swear i’m going continue to support them for 7 years more, no matter what. 

thank you Kim Namjoon

thank you Kim Seokjin

thank you Min Yoongi

thank you Jung Hoseok

thank you Park Jimin

thank you Kim Taehyung

thank you Jeon Jungkook

thank you for staying.